Let me tell you about people...no matter what people SAY, at the end of the day , people are going to do whats best for themselves, in spite of you, so i like to reciprocate that sentiment. What you want or need only comes into play, when it suits whatever machinations they have at hand. It hurts to hear, but its easy to see. At the end of the day, its nice to hear someone talk about giving up yourself for someone else, and its nice to talk about putting others ahead of yourself, but once the fog clears, the words are what remains. Empty shells, of no substance, put into the atmosphere to delude me. Empty words to appease the part of my mind thats still foolish enough to believe, that all people are good on the inside. Lies.

You care about me when im there, and you forget about me when im gone. If it came down to it, and something better came along even for one night, you would let go, and push that love that makes your heart skip a beat, to the back of your mind. Youd push my voice into the closet in the corner of your mind...least for a couple hours. Cant have me nagging you while you’re getting yours right? But tomorrow you’ll be back to loving me, and back to me being the only one you need. You care for me because of the way it makes YOU feel, not for the way it makes me feel. You treat me wonderful, because you think it redeems you. You love me because you’re "supposed to." Yeah you’ll deny it, but i know the truth. I know the truth. I know YOU. I know you’ll only do whats good for you. Worst of all, I know ME. And I know ill stay, because I cant decide whether being alone hurts worse than being betrayed. I cant decide if being solitary, is worse than loving the one who hurt you. In other words…